Capturing The Moment

Have you ever thought in your life, "What if I missed my chance?" What if that once in a life time opportunity came by and you did nothing? What if you are in that moment now and are afraid to move on it? Most of all what if every moment is one of those moments? This is what I struggle with all the time. I love my wife and I love my children with all my heart. I feel they are my greatest accomplishment. However, in order for me to be fulfilled, to feel like my life is worth something I need to find that "something," I was made to do. I feel like everyone was put on earth for a purpose, I'm ready to know what mine is. What if I have already missed my opportunity? What if because of fear, I failed to move? What happens if that moment never comes around again, then what? I pray all the time for God to give me direction and show me where I should be, and I sit and I wait. I continue going to school although I'm not sure that is the right path. I continue to work on golf, although I'm not always sure about that either. I want to have passion for something, I want to be great and leave a mark on this world. I'm just afraid I might have missed the opportunities that would have already set me on that path. For the longest time, my biggest fear has been failure. I do not want to let anyone down. Yet I'm afraid to truly go or do what I need to do I may have to let some people down, and I hate the thought of that. I'm tired of wondering, I'm tired of feeling like I have no purpose. I'm ready for a change yet I don't know where to start. Everyday, I like to read the first lines to one of my favorite songs. Most of you probably haven't heard the song, but the lines are: "Look, if you had one shot, one opportunity to seize everything you ever wanted-One moment, Would you capture it or just let it slip?" I don't know where I'm going or what my life is destined for but I know I want to be ready to capture my moment when it comes around, I'm just not to sure if I know how.

1 comments:

    all us, from time to time, wonderful if we set quietly by while life passed us by...

    carpe diem...

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