My wife asked me if I wanted to go shopping today. HA! The answer was a very loud NOOO!!! Who in their right mind would go shopping the Saturday before Christmas? Undoubtedly my goofy wife. I mean the idiots are out in full force today, wrecks happening, people fighting over stupid things that they will throw away before next Christmas, it's ridiculous. What ever happened to shopping ahead of time, you know NOT PROCRASTINATING!!!! I really don't understand why anyone would face that mob today. UGH!!! I guess I'm just a guy and I think like a guy but shopping is really dumb and confusing. I mean really, your wife gives you mixed signals on what to buy her like for instance; This year my wife told me, "I really don't need or want anything." HA!! It's a LIE! If on Christmas morning we all opened presents but her, I'm pretty sure I would be kicked out and cut off for the entire 2008 season. Why do women do that? I gave her a list, I mean the least she could do is say "Well, I can't think of anything this year so why don't you get me something you would like me to have." Now that would open a variety of options for me, like maxing out my Angel card at Victoria Secret's (yes I have an Angels card, it's something every married man should have!). But instead I'm left wondering aimlessly from store to store, looking for the perfect gift that she didn't ask for!!! But tell me, what's a guy to do? HUH?? And that my fellow readers is all I have to say about that!


School is over for the semester!!!!! I am so glad. This has been one of the most challenging semesters of school I have had. I believe in total I wrote over 100 pages this semester and read (well didn't read but tested over) 4 books. It's all done now though and with a 4.0 I might add :) Now it's time to focus on the HOLIDAYS! I have 8 days til Christmas and nothing for my wife, mom, grandma, etc, etc..... I know I should be trying to find something but nothing has occurred to me yet. Besides it's my first official day of the Christmas break and I have to get stuff ready for Tamara's Party tonight (@ Chuck E. Cheese, UGHH!!!) so I think the shopping can wait for one more day. Besides men shouldn't shop! Pastor said yesterday a study was done on men aged 22-70 that were going holiday shopping. During the actual shopping experience their heart rate stayed at the level of a fighter pilots in action. Women of the same age experienced no rate change. I find this to be the truth, I hate shopping. Pam always checks my pockets before we leave the house to go shopping to make sure I am not caring a gun (I swear I would use it.) Anyway today I will rest, at least until noon and then I have to start getting stuff ready for the above mentioned party. That leaves me just one hour, so gotta run, BYE!!!

Capturing The Moment

Have you ever thought in your life, "What if I missed my chance?" What if that once in a life time opportunity came by and you did nothing? What if you are in that moment now and are afraid to move on it? Most of all what if every moment is one of those moments? This is what I struggle with all the time. I love my wife and I love my children with all my heart. I feel they are my greatest accomplishment. However, in order for me to be fulfilled, to feel like my life is worth something I need to find that "something," I was made to do. I feel like everyone was put on earth for a purpose, I'm ready to know what mine is. What if I have already missed my opportunity? What if because of fear, I failed to move? What happens if that moment never comes around again, then what? I pray all the time for God to give me direction and show me where I should be, and I sit and I wait. I continue going to school although I'm not sure that is the right path. I continue to work on golf, although I'm not always sure about that either. I want to have passion for something, I want to be great and leave a mark on this world. I'm just afraid I might have missed the opportunities that would have already set me on that path. For the longest time, my biggest fear has been failure. I do not want to let anyone down. Yet I'm afraid to truly go or do what I need to do I may have to let some people down, and I hate the thought of that. I'm tired of wondering, I'm tired of feeling like I have no purpose. I'm ready for a change yet I don't know where to start. Everyday, I like to read the first lines to one of my favorite songs. Most of you probably haven't heard the song, but the lines are: "Look, if you had one shot, one opportunity to seize everything you ever wanted-One moment, Would you capture it or just let it slip?" I don't know where I'm going or what my life is destined for but I know I want to be ready to capture my moment when it comes around, I'm just not to sure if I know how.


My smart, beautiful, caring, sexy wife turned 21 today, YEAH!!! Like a fine wine she just keeps getting better with age :) Happy Birthday Baby I love you with all my heart, you are more than I could have ever asked for in a wife, friend and mother. I hope you have an awesome birthday, you deserve it.


If you see my brain...

I had two exams last week, I wrote a 14 page paper today, I have an exam Thursday and two 5 page papers due Friday. Next Tuesday I have two final exams and next Thursday I have one final. If anyone happens to see my brain would you please tell it I miss it and I promise that finals are almost over! AAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

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